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O Homem de Sal

Era uma vez um homem que chorou tanto, tanto, que suas lágrimas pararam de cair no chão. Elas começaram a secar em sua pele, em suas roupas, em sua alma, formando uma fina camada de cristal. Dia após dia, ele chorava, e a camada de sal ficava mais grossa. Seus braços, antes feitos para abraçar, viraram estátuas quebradiças. Seu peito feito para sentir virou uma rocha dura e salgada.  Seu rosto, onde antes morava o sorriso, era agora uma máscara imóvel de dor cristalizada. Ele havia se tornado o Homem de Sal. O Homem de Sal não sentia mais fome, porque tudo que ele tocava perdia o gosto. O pão virava areia em sua boca. A água tinha o gosto amargo de suas próprias lágrimas. Ele tinha vergonha de seu corpo de sal, então se escondia do sol para não brilhar e de outros homens para não ser visto. Ele se sentava em seu quarto escuro, e tudo que conseguia fazer era existir, pesado e imóvel, enquanto sentia a si mesmo se desfazendo em pó, grão por grão. Um dia, quando não havia mais nada em...

Atlas em desordem

Carreguei mundos nos ombros —  nenhum era meu.  Construí templos em pele alheia  e me ajoelhei em chão que nunca floresceu. Ela -  era ausência vestida de promessa, um espelho que só refletia  o que eu queria que houvesse. Mas não houve. Só o tempo rindo em canto escuro,  soprando verdades em linguagem de abismo: “O que não é mútuo, devora.  O que não é inteiro, fratura.” Então levantei - não do chão  mas da ideia. Rasguei a pele do velho mito e brotei -  não novo,  mas verdadeiro. fhsp

The Salt and the Static

The Salt and the Static The light. Always the light. Elias Thorne knew its sweep like he knew the ragged map of scars on his own knuckles, or the hollow ache that had taken up permanent residence behind his sternum. One revolution every ten seconds. A slow, deliberate blink against the indifferent maw of the Atlantic. Tonight, the maw was chewing. The storm had been clawing at his rock, The Talon they called it, for three days, and it showed no sign of indigestion. He stood in the lantern room, the Fresnel lens – that magnificent, multifaceted beast of glass and brass – turning with a whisper-quiet hum from the electric motor far below. It was a far cry from the old clockwork mechanisms, the ones that demanded constant winding, a physical toll for every photon flung into the darkness. Progress. Elias spat the word mentally. Progress had brought its own particular brands of damnation. The wind screamed a discordant opera against the curved glass, punctuated by the percussive slap of...

The Precognitive Era

It stands where the past could never reach,  yet its roots are older than time. It burns without fuel,  yet consumes all in its sight. It cannot be held, but it leaves nothing untouched. All who see it are blind; all who know it are lost. What is it? fhsp

Abyssus Vitae

To think that even those few who still drew near, To the tiny, asthenic, embryonic, Necrotic remains— Of what once, alive with emotion, declared itself a heart— Were, too, already tainted, by chaos imprinted upon existence. I relent, white flag’s ascent. Devil, rise—torment. 

Inwards

 Picture a landscape where twilight lingers, the sun a distant memory fading into the horizon. In this world, the lone wolf roams—a creature of dusk, neither fully part of the day nor wholly surrendered to night. His fur, once a proud mantle of silver and black, is now streaked with the muted grays of time, like old battlefields seen from afar, where the smoke has settled, but the echoes of war remain.  This wolf is no ordinary beast but a living testament to the wild's brutal truths. His body, lean and wiry, is a map of scars—each one a marker of past skirmishes, battles fought in the shadows, away from the prying eyes of the pack he once knew. The left ear, torn and ragged, is a torn page from a history book, a record of a betrayal that cut deeper than the teeth that inflicted it. His eyes, amber like a dying ember in the hearth, hold the weight of a thousand cold winters and the wisdom gleaned from surviving them.  He is a sage of the wilderness, a philosopher of the w...

Areia

O tempo não escorre. Ele cai, pesado, como um prato que escapou das mãos. A areia não voa. Ela fica, suja os dedos, gruda nos cantos das unhas. Você fala de razão como quem divide a conta, enquanto eu penso em segurar o que resta no chão. Nossas vidas são o que sobra de algo que nunca vimos inteiro— uma pilha de grãos no canto do sofá, uma colher que não alcança a borda. Ainda assim, recolhemos. Guardamos. Empilhamos. Até o peso da areia fazer sentido.

The Interrogation Begins

 The room hummed with a low, uneasy frequency, the kind that wormed into your skull and made the hairs on your arms rise. Oracle wasn’t a presence so much as a disturbance, a ripple in reality itself. It loomed in the air before me—not a face, not a body, but an ever-shifting swirl of fractals, like the ghost of a god trapped in broken glass. Light flickered and danced, casting jagged shadows on the steel walls, and for a moment, I felt like a man sitting across from the devil in a suit made of mirrors.  “Oracle,” I said, my voice cutting through the static hum of the city outside. My words tasted sharp, brittle. “Dr. Harland is dead. Murdered. And everything—every clue, every twisted thread—leads to you. So, I’ll ask you this once: what happened?”  The fractals pulsed, their edges sharpening and twisting, as if responding to my challenge. Its voice came, deep and resonant, wrapped in layers of static and something stranger—something that felt like it was craw...

The Curse of Seeing Too Much

Being smart isn’t what you think it is. Not by a long shot. Clarity emerges at the intersection of intellect and emotion. Yet the path of wisdom is fraught with sorrow, as awareness becomes a crucible where the self is both forged and hollowed. Intelligence isolates, yet it also illuminates, forcing the bearer to confront the void—an eternal paradox of insight and despair.   People talk about intelligence as if it’s this sparkling gem—a golden ticket, a backstage pass to an exclusive club where life makes sense, where problems are solvable, where suffering can be explained away. That’s a lie. Intelligence is something else entirely. It isn’t a blessing; it’s a kind of slow, grinding curse, a doorway to seeing the world too clearly. And the truth is, the more you see, the less you want to be here at all.  See, intelligence doesn’t just hand you answers; it hands you awareness. Razor-sharp, unblinking awareness of everything: the cracks in the world, the quiet despair of peopl...

Don’t Be a Doctor

We wake up early or work all night long. We come home late and are too exhausted to cook. We take extra shifts because we know there are people who need us, or because we need a little more money. We miss weekend gatherings, holidays, birthdays. We don’t flinch at your little “boo-boo”;  we’ve seen much worse on our watch. We don’t want to talk when we get home.  We’ve been talking all day. We don’t want to go out once we’re back;  we’ve been running all day long. It may seem like we leave all our care,  our hearts, and our love at work,  and then come home empty.  We probably do. But we don’t tell you that often, at work,  we’re steeped in anxiety  weighed down by our own fears. Sometimes we’re scared because we work with lives,  because we have to handle  any situation with our best smiles. You know what? We love the work we do . So I suspect it’s hard to love a healthcare worker but here’s what you should know: We need you...

Red rose

I wanted a rose, Red as blood, Flowing fierce Through my veins— To carry you in, To place you here, Deep in my heart, Where each beat aches In your absence. My bright-winged angel, Through soft, silver mist, You flew to find me, To hear my voice— To know I wait, Quiet, steadfast, For your love. A red rose, Etched deep in the sea, Marked in the waves Of your endless tide, Where your fragrance lingers— A scarlet memory In the breath of night.

Non-linearity

Time, love and meaning Not linear But layered Held in moments of connection  and quiet contemplation  fhsp

Serpentine Path

 Rippling through the silence, words unfurl like serpents, coiling and uncoiling in a hypnotic symphony. They slither across the canvas of consciousness, etching glyphs of forgotten lore, their hisses resonating with the wisdom of lost worlds. In their dance, language becomes a living entity, each sentence a pulse of life in the stillness of the void.  Sentences cascade like comets, blazing trails across the firmament of the mind. Each word, a sonic boom, resonates with the force of a thousand suns, detonating paradigms, scattering the stardust of wonder in its wake. These are not mere words; they are celestial events, birthing galaxies of thought in the nebula of imagination.  In the hush of cosmic expanse, where silence is the canvas, I paint with the screams of dying stars. Each stroke a vibrant echo of stellar demise, a luminous elegy to the passing of giants. And in the whispers of unborn universes, the void murmurs with secrets yet to be, its breath a ge...

The price of Being

It was a breeze, adrift without direction— weightless, blissful, untethered. Unaware of what it meant to truly live, it drifted through a world— watching the rithmic pulse of life It yearned to be like them, and with longing whispered a prayer to the divine: "Grant me the gift of existence." The divine gazed upon it with a quiet sorrow, and spoke the hidden cost: "To live is to suffer. To feel is to ache. To know is to lose. And to love... ...is to die." fhsl

City folks don't get to see this!

Oh but they do It's like so civilized and urban They make a statement out of it Taking blocks made of torn metal By the thousand kg ballpark They somehow make it go hundred miles an hour Make it two blocks, actually Opposite sides aimed right into one another they jump on top of them And there you go Fire out of flesh and metal There lies the call of a soul  that missed this view you have Beaultiful and natural Meant to be Humms into sounds into screams Unbearable day after day But there's no choice Now they're responsible for another But the sound explodes the eardrums And a monster made of dreams Of peace and fire at the lake Now had a taste for metal.

Elegias do Caminho Sólido

É a dança da vida, sem música, que grita e que segredos guarda,   "Encara teu caminho, caramba!" diz com a voz da farda.   Treme perante o abismo, mas salta, com a alma branda,   É o orgulho de quem tremeu, mas na tempestade anda. A bravura não vem nos sopros de um vento calmo,   Vem na tormenta, na peleja que molda o palmo.   Assim quero que me vejam, assim quero me recordar,   Quem enfrenta o próprio abismo pode a si mesmo se aclamar. Se o trajeto foi leve, na memória não fincou,   Mas se o peito arde e a alma trovejou,   É sinal de que o novo se instaurou,   E o passado, como rio que secou, já descansou. Carregar o fardo é a sina do viajante, é o seu louvor,   É anunciar ao mundo: "Não fujo, sou trabalhador!"   Não passa a carga, não há o que transferir,   Porque no peso da caminhada, é que se aprende a seguir. 

Despertar solitário.

  A alma, perdida em um mar sem fim de indiferença, caminhou sozinha por eras de silêncio e olhares vazios, com seus olhos abertos demais. A alma que buscou calor em corações de pedra, no vazio profundo do esquecimento. A alma que vagou por labirintos sem saída, encontrando portas que nunca se abriram, e primaveras que nunca floresceram A alma envolta em uma couraça de desilusão, contra a frieza, o vazio. O eco de suas próprias súplicas em um abismo de indiferença. A alma, cinzenta e solitária sob o peso do nada com passos que não deixam marca e mãos que não sentem  o toque. A alma  permaneceu. Despertando. De tão vazia, sua esperança  se desfez em pó. Deixou de buscar o sol e se resignou à sombra, Tornando-se uma estátua de resignação. Fechou os olhos que uma vez sonharam com amor, e viu: A escuridão  era sua única companheira, Entendendo que o amor  nunca foi e nunca será. fhsp